我讨厌这样的感觉

不知道为什么今天真的很伤感

很伤心

你真的要用这样的方式对我吗？

我真的很伤心。。你知道吗？

我还能为你做些什么？

真的很down 咯。。。

最近每天晚上都抱着伤心。。失落的感觉入睡。。

这种感觉真的好痛苦。。每天要面对自己不喜欢的东西。。每天在学校当小丑。。别人以为很开心。。可是他们有没有考虑你的感受。。好落魄。。

头脑每天想不该想的东西。。

要考试了。。还是没心情读书。。

有谁可以帮我？

难道我的人生就这么的辛苦？？

我真的很累了。。

能不能让我过好一点的生活？？

心累了。。真的真的累了。。。。

累了。。。。。。。。

hometown

tmr going back kampar study le...
haiz...
everything keep changing
as i growing up..i find many thing is out of my control..out of control of keep changing..
until i cant accept the changing..
until i shock of the changing..
but i noe..
i am also changing..

a conclusion of tis few weeks

time flies..
tis semester going end soon
AND.....FINAL EXAM COME LO...!!!
tis few will be more relax cos all ass n test over ady
so i only need to wait for final exam
but..i still not so adapt to new environment
study all these subjct is really really REALLY much more relax than science
no report
no math
no bio
no CHEMISTRY
no tough assignment
really relax..
bt then i still feel science more challenging and nicer to study..
next week i m going to have a bbq wif all my classmate..
hope it can success and happy
dun noe wat to write ady..
but there is many thing in my mind nw...
anyway..
good night..(12.17am)